THE SOUL WITH JUST ONE WING /L’ANIMA CON UNA SOLA ALA
There are intensities in souls that are impossible to express in words,they are tyrannous, all-encompassing, possessing you. They never let you go again on a rollercoaster of hells and paradises, but they let you experience eternity, infinity and absolute beauty and they enable you to know love in its true essence. Those who possess these intensities are not easy to befriend because they need space where they can forget the world, superficiality is never enough, they need to get deep way below the surface, their emotions are never momentary and light, their emotions take over and shake them like stormy weather, because they know love and beauty and they need to share. This is why they often feel alone and why they need presences….but not suffocating ones, because their abysses cannot be reached. Those with these intensities in their souls have to descend alone into these abysses. You can only wait for them on the edge without counting time, because it’s as if they were given only one wing and are condemned to feel frustrated and restless for their whole life as they can only take flight momentarily. Only by strongly embracing someone who has a large strong wing like theirs can they see skies which only they knows, because being with them is such a huge, intense experience that often you don’t feel ready to live it. So much intensity is not easy to sustain every day and, often, you let them go even if you know that nothing and nobody can ever take its place.
A wonderful, horrible curse which I have been condemned to and which I am grateful for.
(AineLlyn)